I wrote this right after my ex-wife left (October 2018). The music embedded does not necessarily reflect my taste but, the message in the song was what I was feeling at the time.
Couldn't wait for you to leave Now I loose my mind How do I sleep In this empty bed You left behind It’s so lonely in this house Thoughts are crystal clear If you don’t love me I don’t want you here Did the best I can With the little In my hand Wanted you to be Proud of me Now I don’t know Who I am Just an empty man Talking to myself Feeling like a Book on a shelf That know one reads All of me Was part of u Now I’m just An empty man With nothing to lose
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Ninth_Wave
The Ninth WaveThe Ninth Wave (Russian: Девятый вал, Dyevyatiy val) is an 1850 painting by Russian-Armenian marine painterIvan Aivazovsky. It is his best-known work.[1][2]
The title refers to an old sailing expression referring to a wave of incredible size that comes after a succession of incrementally larger waves.[3]
It depicts a sea after a night storm and people facing death attempting to save themselves by clinging to debris from a wrecked ship. The debris, in the shape of the cross, appears to be a Christian metaphor for salvation from the earthly sin. The painting has warm tones, which reduce the sea’s apparent menacing overtones and a chance for the people to survive seems plausible. This painting shows both the destructiveness and beauty of nature
Ivan Aivazovsky
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